Well some stress already

There is some stress around here and nothing that I can not handle at all. Most of it is alot of bakeing and pulling stuff out for tomarrow. Pluss I need to get over to Walmart for Real Milk for tomarrow anyway. Pluss my Husband came in early yesterday and coulden't believe that both sinks wer full of dirty dishes. That is what I get for cooking for most of the day. And a quick phone call to my one grandmother to talk with her while I was getting the sauce ready. That was all that I needed for it to turn out right. If I knew that 15 years ago then I would have called her more while I was makeing the sauce. Pluss the dog was totally funny yesterday when I got the sauce done. She wanted a taste of it and wanted more after that. At this point I am trying to plot out most of the day and trying to get my toush into gear to get alot of this done no matter how warm it gets in the can today. I will be hollering for more fans to get them in the windows around here. Once I get started I should be ok around here on the bakeing and dethawing. I am not sure on the ham or the chicken for tomarrow. I haven't made ham for awhile anyway and that was over 2 years ago for the buff babies. Well now lets see what I can do with this one. Some folks that won't be here at my place and refuse to come over will not know what they are missing for dinner eather way. Not my loss on it again becuase my door is always open to most folks for the holliday dinners. As I say ya snooze ya loose and hatered just grows untill you get to the point of madness. That is why I stoped hateing years ago. Instead the next day with myself I come up swinging and work it off untill I figure it all out. Ok folks have fun and play hard.

Now I am really counting

I have been counting my blessings all day.  I have been going cheaper slowly this year so far and adding new things weekly.  Now to be out of the chat room where I don't have to wade thru the muck and the B.S. Pluss not haveing an ungreatfull child that wasent even related to none of us.  I am doing pretty good now.  I diden't have to go all the way cheap all at once 3 years ago becuase of some rotten child.  Well at least I still have my sanity left and my wits that I so much depend on.  I kind of lost myself for about 2 years and started snapping out of the slup this past Febuary.  Now it is like I have a new lease on life to do what I can to go even cheaper than what I am now for next year.  Maybe writeing things down has helped out also for myself.  Some times you just get so sick of some folks saying what you can and can't do becuase they want the controle factor over someone.  I noticed that after I started snapping out of the slump I got my Backbone Back where it belongs and got mouthy once again and the toush to back up the mouth again.  One thing I will say is I really never laid down and took the beating niether from some folks. I have had to let some things go still and that is ok.  Now I can do more without being just totally being cut down for what I do.  Some folks do not like it when I do tell the truth on other folks.  I got myself back after watching and thinking also about what was going on and down with some people.   I may not bring in a ton of money and that is what keeps me going to see if I can do something cheaper in life.  When some people start saying to me why don't you just give in and stop while you are ahead of the game that is not how I operate at all in my life.  I will tell you in how it is at times and for some 15yro to try to run me it is not gonna happen at all(15 3years ago).  Now the Truth about Liberty-Anns life came out and it broke her in half.  I haven't heard from her since Febuary of this year and like it.  I went very cheap after that also.  It has got to the point of I have streached out alot here in the place and can streach even more out now since I am alone for most of the time anyway.  I can also laugh about my place has it good since I do cook and clean without help.  There are times that I can pick up and go without worries also and go take a walk to let off steem from the day.  Or to think of what else I can try to do to be cheaper in the can.