Sunday, November 29, 2009

Now I am really counting

I have been counting my blessings all day.  I have been going cheaper slowly this year so far and adding new things weekly.  Now to be out of the chat room where I don't have to wade thru the muck and the B.S. Pluss not haveing an ungreatfull child that wasent even related to none of us.  I am doing pretty good now.  I diden't have to go all the way cheap all at once 3 years ago becuase of some rotten child.  Well at least I still have my sanity left and my wits that I so much depend on.  I kind of lost myself for about 2 years and started snapping out of the slup this past Febuary.  Now it is like I have a new lease on life to do what I can to go even cheaper than what I am now for next year.  Maybe writeing things down has helped out also for myself.  Some times you just get so sick of some folks saying what you can and can't do becuase they want the controle factor over someone.  I noticed that after I started snapping out of the slump I got my Backbone Back where it belongs and got mouthy once again and the toush to back up the mouth again.  One thing I will say is I really never laid down and took the beating niether from some folks. I have had to let some things go still and that is ok.  Now I can do more without being just totally being cut down for what I do.  Some folks do not like it when I do tell the truth on other folks.  I got myself back after watching and thinking also about what was going on and down with some people.   I may not bring in a ton of money and that is what keeps me going to see if I can do something cheaper in life.  When some people start saying to me why don't you just give in and stop while you are ahead of the game that is not how I operate at all in my life.  I will tell you in how it is at times and for some 15yro to try to run me it is not gonna happen at all(15 3years ago).  Now the Truth about Liberty-Anns life came out and it broke her in half.  I haven't heard from her since Febuary of this year and like it.  I went very cheap after that also.  It has got to the point of I have streached out alot here in the place and can streach even more out now since I am alone for most of the time anyway.  I can also laugh about my place has it good since I do cook and clean without help.  There are times that I can pick up and go without worries also and go take a walk to let off steem from the day.  Or to think of what else I can try to do to be cheaper in the can.