Showing posts with label getting stuck. Show all posts
Showing posts with label getting stuck. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Thinking again

Well at least I can think on alot of things still to this day here for the household.  With the storm that is coming now here for tonight I will have the fire place going without a problem at all.  At least there is leftovers and heat for the household at this point in time here and I know what to do if the power goes out while I am at it.  As I sit here at this time I am plotting on what to do for the place first as normal.  When one of my sisters asked if the housework was done I started laughing as an answer.  So I will get to alot of it today I hope and see what I can do for the place.  Since it is looking like the taxes are going up along with other things all over the place I am just thankfull that there are places that we all can shop on the cheap along with cutting down what is in the households at this time.  What has got to me the most is that it seems like some just do not care what so ever at all in what some of us have to do to make it.  Since the taxes are over the top in some states here it makes me wander in what some are really thinking.  Also on top of it this is why I am trying to stay stocked up here for the household.  At this point some would be shocked in what I have been doing for the place at this time here totally since things have got out of controle at the white house.  I am not rich at all and I try to get the best deals on alot of things for the house here at this time.  It will only get worse here in the upcoming year.  I will be getting more Sunday papers while I am at it for the coupons here and see where I land up with that part of things.  With that part I can at least save 15 dollars if not more at Walmart and Kmart totally here with the ones out of the paper along with the printed ones off of the computer also.  Taxes go up it seems to me what the heck may as well use more coupons to off set things that others want out of us.  So now there is alot to really think about along with plotting in how to feed the families along with cleaning the places up that we are in also.  Oh and the dreaded bills that have to be paid while we are at it.  That leads up to the fact that the welfare checks do not get taxed at all that some people have going into their places.  With that part said here some better wake the flap up and smell something about that part of things.  Why should everyone elses taxes go up when some people do not get taxed at all.  It makes you wander along with thinking of what really is going on.  In the mean time I will be shutting things off today along with being alot cheaper here for my place to keep the house here. 

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Figured it out

Well I have figured it out around here in why I have been really on the mood thing around the household here and it is not pretty at all.  At this time I know that I have to get alot cheaper in the place and it will be done here totally.  Since I have had alot of pain and stress on things over the past several weeks and yesterday was no suprize when it all flaired up again on me.  Now I will get my toush into gear here for alot of things to work on the cheap end on the household again.  Pluss I will have to write things down so I will remember in what I need to do for the place.  This is where the walks will come into play for the household also at this time and I will not mind it what so ever now.  With that part of things I will have to walk into the house here and start with the note pad to get things down right away and go from there in what I have to do.  Also with the walks it will help me loose more weight here while I am at it along with the thinking end while I am at it.  Now since things are being used up here in the household also it does not seem that bad that I will be a step closer to get that much cheaper for the place also.  This is what I get for hitting the heavy weight bag yesterday and will do it again on what is going down here for the household this weekend.  Alot of what has been going down is not good at all and I will do what I normally do during the week while I am alone to prove a point here.  I do not see any other way at all but to do more here for the household to get it that much cheaper here totally.  I guess this is why I have been running the fire place that much more here at this time to keep the bills low along with unplugging things also during the day for the most part at this time.  Also here I have been trying to cut back that much more on the cleaners at this time to streach everything out as much as possible here.  Maybe I am ready to take the next step also here for some things for the household here and do what I have to without the help from now on.  So I guess the coupons will come back into play once again here along with other things that I was doing at the trailer also now.  I am just not sure in how I will get all of this done here in the household as of yet.  This is also in why I go for walks while I am at it to help put things into place at this time still here.  At this point this morning already I have been thinking on ways to get things done here for the household and none of it is making since in how I will get it done.  Since I have alot to get done still for the day here I have already gave up on what will come first to get done here totally.  At this point it is a 2 footer day as I call it and what that means is to just go into it with both feet and start working in the hot spots. 

Friday, December 7, 2012

Shaking my head

Well at this time here at least I can do some things still here.  Today is one of the bigger laundry days here for my place and I may as well get started on that part this morning early.  With that being said here at least I will not be chewed out for that part at all for what I have to do today.  Also that part will be done on the cheap as normal here for the household.  Pluss since I do not need to start in on the one pile of towles here at all and have enough left to get thru untill January here also on that part.  It makes me want to shake  my head on that part of things nomatter what for the place.  Also since I try to get at least something done during the day nomatter what is going on here in the household.  Since I did get to some hot spots here in the livingroom yesterday it seems like it was not enough at all in what I did get done.  So with that being said here at least I can get more done here today and see where I land up on that part.  It seems like I can not do enough here at times.  Also here since I have been getting cheaper for the place it is not that bad here at all.  At least I still have the extra heat for the household along with other things also here that can be used.  So now as I sit here and start plotting for the day it seems wierd that there is still alot to do here for the household.  But then again I have been sleeping more here also in the afternoons while I am at it.  So I may just skip the nap today to get some things done here in the household totally for the day and see how cheap I can get things done here.  Since I need some hot water for the day here for some of the things that need to be done of course it will not be so bad.  Now that I have started in on the kitchen for the morning here while I have been at it all and that is not as bad as I thought it was at this time it should be an easier day for that part of things also.  I guess that I am having a hard time moving at this point in time since I pretty much know in what needs to be done and just getting up and doing.  Since there is alot of hot spots here in the household that part will be done I hope by the time I get a phone call tonight here. 

Monday, October 22, 2012

Shaking my head

Well 2 pick up loads of wood and we have another 2 to get out of the one place that we got the free wood at.  With that being said I know in what I will be doing next weekend here also for the household here.  That is the bad part of things around the place besides another long week here again.  So it makes me wander in what my Husband was thinking last night here when he did not turn off the outside light again for the 50th time this year.  Yes it drives me nuts here when he does that along with driving up the power bill for the place.  So I guess I will pay for it this week by keeping everything off at night here for the week again.  Also at least towards the end of the week here I will get all of the laundry out on the lines to help out with that part of things here.  Since I had planned that it would be a mess this past weekend here and it turned out that way anyway besides in what I did to help save money for the place.  Anyway now with this week here for the place I will figure out something to help with keeping things off here in the household to help with the sanity of what is going on.  So as I sit here at this time I am plotting on what to do first for the place of course.  That is nothing new around here at all on that part.  Now to get things alot cheaper here for the household and go from there since that is part of the plot that I have for the week to test it all out to make sure that it will work for me.  I have went without things before here and will try to do it again from now on.  This should be good and will teach me something again.  With that said here at least I will get things done here this week that some would figure that I would never do at all.  I may as well work in the household at this time and go from there while I am at it here.  At this point in time I have broke out the candles for the place here in the mornings so I can keep the lights off as long as I can now.  Also I have to deep clean some of the kitchen so I can save even more here for the household.  With this past weekend here my Husband started hollering about all of the rice that we have in the household also.  I started laughing about it and told him to look in the 2 drawers where I keep the pasta in and ya get one or the other here from now on since ya said something to me about it.  He did not see the humor in the whole thing as I did.  So I will come up with the 101 ways to cook pasta and the rice without a problem at all now.  It will not be that bad here since I can do that part of things for dinners also at this time.  Some will be mad here at me and that is fine.  At least there is food in the house that can be ate up along with other things at this time.  The pasta and the rice are part of the back stock for the household here besides the dish and laundry soaps that I have.  Now that does not include things like T.P., shampoo, conditioner, bath soaps, and snot rags that are here.  This is what I get for having coupons on top of sales for things like that around the area and in PA. 

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Shaking my head

Well at this time here I will be doing alot more cheap things for the household totally.  Since I have been dropped on the curb again with some things here I have no other choice in the matter but to go cheaper for the place.  The nice thing about all of this is that I am alone during the week here and will get more done on the cheap side than what some will figure that I do for the place.  Also since there is very little that I need for power and other things also here for the place the bills should get cheaper here without a problem at all for the winter time.  Since alot of things are still here and will get used again, I guess that in what I was doing with getting the back stock into the place will pay off also at this point in time.  What my main problem is here is where to start on things here in the household and what I can deal without all of the time here also.  So during the week while I am alone here I will be trying to go without the T.V. all of the time for the place along with some other things while I am at it all.  The bad part is that I can get alot of things over the radio here that I can get over the T.V. if not more so and it keeps the birds happy while I am at it here.  Knowing that I have to cut way back on other things also here for the household this should be totally nuts here for at least a month if not more from now on.  Alot of it goes back to me and what I have been doing apparently for the place at this time again.  I have alot of guilt here in what has been going on over the past several years and it stinks totally on my part.  Now I will start again on alot of things and be done with it all here and will be saying tough to alot of people again on what is going down.  With some of the things that will go on here from now on is that the lap top will be out more along with cutting things down that much more for the place here and really think of how I will do things with 2 choices in the matter also here.  It all goes with the guilt here also on top of it all.  Now with the government trying to say of what we can and can not eat also it makes it that much harder for some of us to get down right cheap for the places that we are at also here.  Since prices keep going up at the stores here with the hot weather and no rain and the gas going up along with other things some of us are done playing the game totally weather some like it or not at this time.  I would rather do without here in the household and go from there at this point.  I guess this is why I have the cook books in plain view at this point so I can cook on the cheaper side of things here in the household and will be doing alot more here without a problem at all since I do have food here.  Now here there are ways that I can do this and be done with it again and not have to worry about what is said to me here from neighbors that could care less in what is going down.  Last week one person tried to cut me down and I told him that it was not his place and he was more than welcome to pay the bills along with getting food for the place at that point.  It shut him up and got him to think of what is going on.  I am not as lucky to have someone that will help me out in a pinch at all and I have known this for years here.  This is why I started alot of this at the trailer at the time to try to get the bills down along with other things.  Some people did not help me out niether at the time when I started things also from what I can remember out of that part of things here.  So now things have got somewhat easier on that part for the place since some are no longer with us and other factors in the mix.  I guess that is another reason why I got called a "Rich Bitch" by some over the years since I was tight on the money then and will be getting even tighter now with it all.  At this point in time I have also realized that some things can wait for about 3 days now here to get done and that will help out on streaching things out that are left here in the place also.  With the weekend yes I will get the dishes done since I do cook alot here.  During the week I can wait for acouple of days also since there are 2 of us here at times and other times I am here alone also for the place.  Now I am thinking hot and heavy for the week days that I am alone in the place and can do here also at this time to get things streached out.  Since I have to have structure for the place totally I may as well do things my way here and be done with it also while I am at it.  Knowing in what I have to do here also helps out in alot of ways here in the household and it will get done.  Once I have thought about this over time there is nobody going behind me anymore except on the weekends wasting things on me at all anymore for the place.  I am sorry that I have let it all happen here before the past couple of months totally and there will be no more doormat syndrome at all from now on also.  Now to get things to the point of it will work for the place and go as cheap as I can from this point forward and not to have guilt that goes along with it all.  Also now the back stock will last me for awhile here in what is in the place and go from there.  Maybe that is part of the problem here in the way I do think instead of what I have done before over the years.  So now I will have to think on alot of things here during the week and go from there also here for the household.  I will look at new ways of doing here and get them down for everyone here as the time lets me.  Since I will be hanging laundry from now on also for the place more than normal for the place it will hurt some totally and hurt more in the people that are nolonger coming over to the place also.  That goes along with cutting things off totally during the week here totally and I have to stick to my guns with that part for the place.  So I will try things out and get them down here. 

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Thinking again

Well since I have been thinking here on alot of things I know that I can get that much cheaper for the place at this time.  When some are saying that they are broke and then I find out what they are doing here for where they are at now all I can do is shake my head on alot of things.  Since I have started cutting down here in my place yet again it makes me wander in what some are doing still in their own place.  Ok so I never said that I did things the right way and there really is no wrong way of getting cheaper anyway for the household.  I know that I have cut down on alot of things here in myown place here and shop for the bargins also while I am at it.  Just like cooking on the cheap helps out alos for the point of time that I am at still.  Things also like getting dish soap for 77 cents instead of 5 dollars a bottle here for the dishes and other things that are done with that part.  Sometimes I can laugh here since some do not figure that I am as cheap as I am at this time.  When I started thinking on alot of things in Febuary of this year and got dropped and did not want anything do with the person in May I knew that I was on the right track since I did not get cut down anymore.  With that being said I know in that I can do more here and have done more without a problem at all.  Knowing that the power bill has came down here totally without some and seeing that it would have been higher than 170 dollars that it was for this month when it came in by not using the dryer along with other things here.  I have also found out that I do not need alot here for the household with the cable totally.  I have delt without the movie channels for so long that why bother with them to have that bill up higher.  When you are that broke in any household sometimes you have to give up some things that you like for awhile totally.  Just like I did with the house phone here.  It has been almost 2 years here since I dropped that part of things.  That is what some if they were here and still here would not like at all in what I did at that point in time.  As I told one Niece you have the perfect chance to get a pre paid cell phone and to pick up the nickels along the way to keep the phone going here.  I got ignored on that one also so now I am getting the blame on that also here.  There are alot of things that I go with out and I am not complaining at all here.  This is what some never figured out about me at the time at all when they said at one time that I supposadly thought that I was a "Rich Bitch" on things.  I saved up my money here while I was working and got things for the trailer and I have cut back in the house since I am not working at all.  I am sure that some would have hollered about the grill and other things that I got also for the house here and I do not have to worry about it getting stolen out of the yard as much as I did now as at the trailer.  Since I am not spoiled like some think that I am here totally it is ok now in what I do to streach out the money that is coming in.  I scrimp and save for an item or items that I want in the household.  The last big ticket items were the grill, T.V., and lawn mower here for the household that I finally bought brand new.  This is what I get for being a tight wad in several ways that people like my Sister in Law did not get, along with others at the time.  So now with some trying to cut me down it reminded me of why I do not want some folks around at all when I am trying to get that much cheaper in the household here yet again.  I guess all of the coupons and other things were not good enough to some people in the area here and that is how it goes. 

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Thinking

Well I have been thinking around here as normal in the household.  I have figured that my Dear Husband and I got out of Sabre Park when we did here 19 months ago.  At this point within 19 months the lot rent went up almost 100 dollars above the 2 loan payments that we have now.  I was in shock when I was told that out of one of my old neighbors this past weekend here.  It has got me to thinking about what if the both of us were still there and we would have been stuck till the very end totally.  The nice thing about where we moved to here is that alot of things are cheaper here for the household while other bills went up.  So now here that is why I have been trying to switch every thing over from the Green Works products for the household over the past 7 months here also.  With the Ajax dish soap, Purex laundry soap, and the Ajax scrubbing cleanser things have got alot cheaper in that way here.  Since I do not watch alot of T.V. during the week here while some are at work it gets turned off totally from the power strip along with other things not being used and unplugged also.  That is how I end up with a power bill that is about 50 dollars a month here for the house compaired to the 90 dollar pluss power bill from the can here.  Also I am not using the dryer except for maybe 2 loads a month to dry the laundry.  This is why I have the lines up down stairs and the drying racks for outside at this point in time.  Also I am still using coupons at the stores at this time even though we moved and I have started shopping smarter here.  It is well worth the trouble to get alot of things off the cards along with the coupons.  Pluss I get down to Punxy also to do alot of the dry bulk shopping at this point of the year also.  Once the weather starts cooling down again so things will not spoil at all I will start getting the freezer and the fridge stuff also here for the household.  There is so much going on at this point in time that I have to be cheaper from now on here that it is not even funny.  Thank goodness that I have stocked up on things that are needed anyway here in the past almost 5 months here.  Also since I do not have to worry about some coming over anymore to the house here it is even better on the budget that has been set up here also.  So now at this point in time since alot of things are sticking around longer here it seems wierd that I do not have to worry about things anymore of what is running low or the budget was blown up here since the power was going all of the time.  With that said alot of things have calmed down in the almost 5 months that some have not been here at all. 

Saturday, February 27, 2010

In a quiet place so far

It is still pretty quiet around here so far this morning. Almost everyone went back to bed this morning and I am sitting here basking with the Food Network and the computer. I am still plotting on where to start for this weeks laundery. Well at least it's not to bad around for laundery at this point in time. Pluss I have to wait on the Hippies stuff out of the truck so I will start in on the towels and a load of whites. With the food channel going I am getting ideas for dinner at least for tonight. See what happends when I sit here alone I get dinner ideas for most of the weekend and a few others also. Pluss knowing that the Hippy will be out for another hour or so makes it even better on me. The funny part is that I will get meals up for under 5 dollars and have the left overs for part of the week also. All I can say is that I don't mind cooking and haveing leftovers at all. It is hard cooking for one person during the week. The left overs are better the next day here. Anyway at the moment the van is still in the shop and I get to walk if I need something for the place. Thank goodness that all of the stores are within walking distance from my place. Ok folks have fun and play hard.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Alot of work today

I have alot of work today that needs to be done. Pluss some running also while I am at it all. The nice thing about all of this is that I don't have any mouches here to get in the way of cleaning and the running that I have to do today. Also I need to start bakeing while I am at it all today. It will not be so bad once I get started on everything here. Just to get the motavation to get alot done is the problem that I have. Pluss get back before the Hippy does from work. Eather way I should make it without a problem at all and, get alot of the cleaning done here in the can. I have very little dishes to do here and they will be done quickly of course. With one or two people here in the place it makes it easier than haveing 3 folks here and one a total slob who just does not care at all becuase, he wanted a slave and a maid. At least now I can keep up without a problem now. Pluss the Hippy will not complain nor turn up his nose at my cooking also. I also have enough food at this point to last thru next month while I am at it without someone being greedy and useing it all up. Now normally I do not fry everything in the can. Most of the food is baked without any problems at all. Well according to the person that I let in everything had to be fried or he woulden't eat at all. So yes I did hide the cord to the deep frier at the last week the bump on the log was here. Well now as I sit here I am planning out meals also of what I have here in the place that is totally left. I had to go out this passed weekend to get chicken, and pork for the place along with a few other items that I ran out of altogeather. The bad part is, is that I can streach out what I got in one trip and go from there. I never got asked of what I was makeing for dinner at all with the 3 weeks that the Lazy bump on the log was here. As I was running out of food in both freezers I got told to go to the grocery store and get more meat from the lazy bum who never gave me a dime to go on. That was another reason why I threw him out also. So now since I have enough food once again along with rice in the can I will be eating pretty good once again during the week since I eat the leftovers first then start working with soups by the end of the week. Also I can get the meals under 5 dollars for 2 people once again instead of what the lazy bum wanted me to do and I refused to do. I do not get alot of steaks around here becuase it is doubled here in Ny State. Burger is alot cheaper along with chicken and pork. Ok folks have fun and play hard. It is time for me to start out once again.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Another nice day

Well being alone is nice since I can come and go as I please. And my smokes have been lasting longer also. Yes I am a smoker also. So I got lucky by throwing a worthless bum out of my place. I have been smokeing the res cigs for the past 7 years now. The bum that was here wanted a carton of newports. Well nowing that I woulden't get paid back for them I started laughing. I just can't stand when some people figure since I am cheap that I can get all the name brands for the can and what they ask for. Well if I know you are doing nothing but being a mouch you get squat out of me and I go on strike. Well that diden't help niether untill I threw Jose Pellot Rosa out. So folks be ware of him and his girl friend Leaona Cox. Anyway nobody got thier way except for me since I can run around my own place in any dress, come and go as i please, and really clean once a week on top of it. And the food is sticking around here also. Now normally when I go to the store I will spend about 100 dollars a month some months it is more of course depending on how low I get on everything. Within a week all that I had baught from Walmart was just gone. Well after that I diden't go shopping anymore and another 2 weeks I went on strike to were I diden't do a thing around the place. Yes it got pretty nasty around here since I refused to clean untill I threw Jose out. It has took me a week now to get most of it done in a 700 square foot place. I have tomarrow to get more done around here also. That is the nice thing of being alone for 5 - 6 days a week. Anyway now that there is only 2 people back into the household the food has been cut down within a week already. Pluss I can cook Breakfast stuff for dinners once again. Normally what I do is I will ask what sounds good for dinner. I get a blank stare all of the time. So I start cooking cheap around here and it gets ate better than a stake does. Go figure when I don't spoil anyone. oh well at least there are ways to make dinner for under 5 dollars for more than 2 people in the household. Ok folks have fun and play hard.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Went back out somewhat

I got out to Collins today.  Traffic wasen't to bad at all.  All I can say is I am still shakeing my head at the rabbies/tetnas shots that went out at 5 am this morning.  I am still thinking of what to do with the leftovers for dinner tonight.  Life could be worse I guess besides doing dishes from yesterday waiting on the Hot water  and what combo of leftovers to make for dinner tonight.  Well with alot of folks I know now where I stand at and really don't care.  I still have my health and sanity for the rest of the year and next year.  My life maybe a bit crazy and I like it like that.  Life has went on without the chat rooms and I like it like that with a clear mind also.  I was asked lastnight if I wanted a beer and I turned the person down granted I wasen't driveing, but still I wasent in the mood after the explosion of the glass wear in the kitchen.  And if I was a true son of a pup I would have beat the stuck up snob in Target theis morning also.  I let it go only becuase the gal wasen't worth the fight in the first place.  Now 20 yrs ago the gal would have been laying on the floor without a problem and I would have went home and waited on the Town Clowns to get here.  When I am right I am right on alot of things.  Then there is the point of where I ignore you and go from there for some folks out there.  Last night was the perfect time to where I diden't pick up the cell phone becuase I was blown off from some folks that I thought were friends.  I pulled a 20lb bird out becuase I diden't get a call that they were not showing up early enough untill I called the night before asking over the phone.  So I cooked the bird anyway and I will NEVER invite the couple over again for ANYTHING anymore EVER.  I understand for some who I asked over with Health problems.  So I brought dessert to them and hung out with better company than getting cut down at the ankles from some electrition that can't find his head from his toush half the time.  Now over the years I have had my gas remain on and several other things.  Yes I may have been broker than snot in some cases, but, Please I have always budgeted out the money for the lean times also.  I have also stuck to a plan to where I can work with the lean times also.  I still cut back at all times where I see fit.  If that means alot of things are cut off for 5 days a week during the peek hours for power usage then so be it.  My power bill is cheaper than most here in the Town of Niagara also.  I have no reason to complain at all I am makeing it in the real world with heat and I can cook on the gas range also thruout the year.  Yes I have space heaters left over from when I worked at ERT in the VERY COLD.  Pluss if the gas does go out around here from the gas company switching lines at least I have heat in the can and a way to cook also.  I will admit to it I will pick up the sales even if it kills me.  Ok so I was out at Target for Black Friday and got alot of things on sale.  And missed my sandwich maker for 4 dollars and that is ok.  Sweats and a few other things made it well worth it this morning.  Even the snob that reminded me of a few other people I know diden't even bother me at all.  All I can say is when folks cut you down in life they may be broker than you are .

Monday, November 9, 2009

Another day of way to early

I woke up way to early to get the Hippy off to work.  So the bad morning turned out to be good so far even though I have to call the cell phone company to let them know about the new card............Grrrrrrrrr.   So eather way I will call them here today or tomarrow.  And I am feeling even better than this past week since I have been thrown out of the chat room and cut down past the ankles.  I am just happy to be out of the muck and the back stabbers.  I have also took a good hard look at what the bills needed to be cut on of course and a few other things in life.  So I have found a new way to cut and slash without some millionaire to cut me down at all times.  I also look at his loss with reality and who makes the world go around without a doctor and an actor in the world and a Real Estate agent without his licence in the state of Florda.  That is the good ole Doc "Buddy" Howard for you.  And some people have enough money to pay the feds and the state off if you realize it or not.  It has been going on for years and years to come.  Some of us just choose to be clean on alot of things and get screwed anyway.  So I will keep to my cheap and some can go to someplace else other than here in my life.  Sitting back and really thinking over the past week and being cheap I have came to realize that rich people are totally mean and obnoxious in life and they eather forget what made them rich or forgot thier true broke roots in life.  Now I really do not have to pinch the pennies that hard now in life.  But one gets so use to pinching saveing and everything else that it doesent matter what was learned in life before or after a child with yourself.  In todays ecconomey guess what more people are broke than rich.  As long as people are struggleing on what to do there are always store brands and dollar stores in almost every city in every state.  Even when I went to my aunt and uncle's place in PA there is a Dollar General in the town as small as it is.  My one cousin and I had a ball in the place becuase we needed stuff cheap and affordable to our taste.  It was the Cool of Cool let me tell you.  It still brings a smile to my face becuase the unbrella strolers of today are much shorter than when my nefew was a baby back in the day.  Fresh clean air and takeing a walk also.  Now the baby is in a 4t which wouldent surprize me none at all after the way she ate.  And I was lucky to think ahead on it and how fast little ones grow now a days.  Now going to my aunt and uncles place made me realize that I diden't need the chat room in the first place and the drama of all of it.  Now the person who tried to warn me again is now gone thanks to her daughters hand for money reasons and drugs.  That was the part of the depressed moad I was in last week.  When someone is younger than my oldest sister and is gone now over stupidity reasons.  All I can say is be an angel to someone and everyone becuase you never know of when and how and what age you will go at.  I am a total saint till I get stabed in the back one to many times.  Then people realize wait a minute here She will give me the shirt off her back along with her last dollar also.  That is what one of the sundance nominies have had to live with in the past week or so now.  I do not care in how rich or broke you are in life as long as you are good eather way and treat others right then you have nothing to worry about.  Oh well have fun and play even harder.