Got to see a place today

Well I went out to se a place today. It is a lot bigger than where I am at at this point in time. It would be nice to see the front of the dollar store than the back of the building. One draw back is oil heating and hot water. If it gets me out of the Hell hold trailer park from rotten neighbors I can put up with not being able to take in breath at all. A good thing of where the place is located at is that I can still walk to alot of places if I do not feel like driveing. If I get the place I will have new neighbors hawlking around the place when I cook also. Oh well at least I will not be putting up with children and adults who need shock collars on a constant basis and begging for a hot meal around where I want to go to. That is what I will like about it. It also seems to be a quiet neighborhood. Anyway I am looking forward to all the bills to go down in the household one day also. That is the dream that I have been holding out for. Also to have a wood burner just in case if the power goes guess what I still have heat and can cook also. Well I still have cans and bottels in the van that I haven't took in as of yet for the wood burning stove. I still have a jar fund going for that and wait untill I get enough togeather to make it worth my while to go in and cash in the nickles. I do not mind the wait at all to get something that I want. As I say a penny to a nickel at a time to save up every little bit helps around here in my book. Most of what I have I have saved and scrimped to get around here. That is what some folks haven't realized thru the years at all. That when I work out of the home and get a "Real" paycheck yes I do get more for the household or can hold. And pull more back while I am at it. It is a thing that I have. Ok folks have fun and play hard.

Quiet start to the day

It is a very quiet start for this morning and I like it. Now I have plotted the day out and really do not mind it so much at all. Since I busted my toush yesterday on alot of the house work around here I may have 2 loads of laundery left for today. The dishes can wait untill my Husband leaves tomarrow also. Since I have another 3 weeks untill some of the family comes up it makes it abit easier on me to get the rest of the can cleaned up and on the go. Pluss one more trip up to the grocery store for everything. Yes I have planned out the meals for all month and for when folks show up around here also. Well my Niece has figured out right quick that I am very blunt to the point and walk on the cheap side of life. I have had a few ask me to shop with them also while I am at it. I am happy that I did wait on some things at the store the last time I was there. I will also have homemade sauce also while I am at it all. Now for the sauce it will be cheaper than the store bought and much better while I am at it. Well I did get a turkey baked in the crock pot this week and have been feeding off of it for the past 2 days around here. I thought some were gonna have a fit about it. It really came out good. The trick is to put a lemon in with it and baste the bird also for the crock pot. When I can sit here and say that when other folks that come over and eat I do not say where I got the food from untill dinner is over with. Now if a spouse is one of them picky people and do not like the knock off stores, hide the boxes and a few other things. What I use to do was cut one of the guides off the back of the box and throw it into a bin pluss mark what it was in the bin. It has saved me alot of space in the cabnets and alot of grief also while I was at it all. Alot of the groceries that I picked up nobody knew where I got it from unless they seen the Aldi or Save A Lot recipt. I had to laugh sometimes becuase, there were several folks who refused to eat food from the places. When I go to Aldi to shop and know I am low on cat food I pick it up. My cat is the non pickiest cat around that I know of. What can I say about it. At least I know that I have food in the place and the bills are paid. Now for alot of it I do shop with coupons out in the stores that take them and get the sales also. I will start shopping at the normal stores since they double the coupons up to 99 cents. There are some things I have to get at Walmart becuase they are cheaper. Ok folks have fun and play harder.

Well at least I won't have to bother

Next week everyone I mean EVERYONE is on thier own. I am takeing a me week starting today. OF course the housework will be done along with other things around here. Some folks have to realize that I can not be everywhere at once at all. And after getting somewhat hollard at last weekend for not being able to keep up with everything in the household and being 3 places at once and my body gave out. That is what I get for my Dear Husband saying oh My Wife will do it all. Now I will say no from now on around here. When I get stuck without help per say unless I pay for gas in another car and knowing when the dog has to go out and the bird gets up around here I can not stay all night everynight up at the hospital nor can I ignore the cleaning also. I have worked for most of the day to clean and barely made a dent in the place today. This is what happends when I take dang near a week off and run on the rat mobile of life. Pluss I have noticed "Holes" in the one floor at the hopital also and became even more frustraited about the week. The other was that I was getting nowhere in the household and haveing to clean the carpets more and more. I coulden't get to the dog fast enough or the poor thing coulden't get me up so she could go out. Along with haveing a miagrain along with gas. Where is everyone where I need them nowhere to be found at all. I have been realizeing why I stay to myself also without anyone around nor talking to anyone for days on end while I am at it. Working on the blog and being cheaper than snot around here is what I have been doing pluss getting more recipies up and going for a trial run. Some folks haven't blamed me for not being here nor around for the past 10 days at all. Ok folks have fun and play harder.

Long day

Well lastnight I diden't have to go up to the airport. I diden't even call my Niece back while I was at it. Now I get the long day of cleaning for most of the day. My Husband will have to get 2 other seats out of the storage unit also since he put them out of reach on me. All I can do about that is laugh and kick his toush to get the seats for me. At this point I am wandering what my Niece will take with her at this pont in time. I woulden't mind at all if she took the 2 cabnets that are in the kitchen and the main room at this time I would just have to rearange everything again and figure out what else can go out of the buckets that are left here in the can. Well I am not gonna worry about it yet untill they all get up here and go from there. Anyway at this point my goal is to get most of the can clean once again around here. Last week was the bummer I am still doing abit at a time and I haven't been feeling good on top of it. Well what else can I do about it all. Clean when I can and try to recover for the rest of the day. With alot of us homemakers we push to the point of being sick and we all have to do more to keep up. Alot of what I will be doing today will be in the kitchen and main room out of the can. Alot is just going away and I do not care anymore. I have came to the point once again that I have to much stuff around here. Some will just go others are going to get a new home also while I am at it all. Ok folks have fun and play hard.

A slackers day

I haven't done much today at all. I need to start in on some more housework then I will not be so over loaded next week trying to get things done. Pluss I have to be at the airport tonight at midnight for a couple. Well I have been feeling bad since Sunday and part of it is gas and the other part is I was not sure if I was starting another lung infection this week. That is the last thing I need is to spread something around and Kill someone. I would never forgive myself if that happened to the folks I was trying to take care of also. So I hope that I am over reacting to something that I dont have. I also found my friends gas that she was suppose to have also. I have it (giggleing). That is part of the reason I have been feeling bad since Sunday. Anyway at least I am getting there now and I am about ready to get to work around here. Have fun and play hard.

Wandering why again

Here I sit and I just got out of Walmart and had over 20 dollars in coupons for the trip up there. Now I know that the one neighbor gets over 300 dollars in food stamps a month for 2 adults and 2 children. I just don't get in how the parents can sit there and feed thier children Peanut Butter and Jelly sandwiches all of the time. Not only that the girl starts crying to neighbors that she wants a hot meal and is sick of the sandwiches all of the time. Well gee it is not responsable to feed the child niether. After this child sat there and told me to my face that I hate her also. After I was coming down the street they coulden't get the dog in quick enough and it was comical seeing 2 grown adults falling up the stairs with the dog. I am at the point of I just do not care anymore. I will be cheaper than snot just so I can get out of here and into a regular house. The funny thing about it is that I will win eather way around here. The pot holes are worse here in the park than they are out in the City of Niagara Falls. Some are big enough to swallow an 18 wheeler here in Sabre Park. Ok it is still March around here. The road construction has already started all over the place becuase the weather conditions are right. Here we get told oh they are fixed if you call the slum Landloards for Saber Park Associates LLC. Now I can say I can hold the Lot Rent untill things get fixed and put it into an esscro account Legally. If more folks did this maybe the slummers would start paying mind. At this point if you reffer a friend. I woulden't put squat on my worst enemy around here. Anyway at least with myself now I can go cheaper than snot more so than my neighbors that are on the system at this point. This is what gets to me about NY State is that 90% of the folks that are on the Welfare and SSD systems are able to work and provide for the families that they are in around here. Now saying this I know several folks who are just plain out lazy people here in this state. Like across the street from me the person who gave birth too 2 children refuses to work at all and not take care of the children in the household while she is at it. I do not refuse to work at all. I will take everything and anything to get out of the household to work and get extra money coming in. Pluss what I am doing now from home. When folks say oh the drinking is what made me disabled is B.S. in my book. I can say this becuase some worked to have free rent everymonth in the prodjects around here. My Supposad brother in law is one of them people. Right along with the thing he married after she had beed caught haveing sex with a minor about 10 years ago if not longer now pluss convicted of sexual abuse on top of it. I was mad and never ever leave squat in thier care at all. There are also minors in the the neighborhood that they live in. So you never know who lives next to you at all. Ok folks have fun and play hard.

Well I got out

I did get out for a bit yesterday. Now to really start cleaning my can up and I need it dang near spotless around here. Family is coming up in about 2 weeks. The funny thing is I am not saying who at all to anyone around at all. THe family that is coming up also wants to start trying my cooking. Pluss I want to see the squirt balls reaction to the bird also. The cat has learned her lesson on babies don't get to close becuase she got her wiskers kinked and they haven't been right since then. Gar never scratched the baby all she did was grunt and you could almost hear her say that Ann was right in keeping me away. Anyway at least things will start calming down here for this week and upcoming week. So I can start in on my place and keep going with it all. And the laundery will start getting easier around here since I can start hanging it out once again. Oh well at least I will keep busy for a good bit of the day around here. Now for today the computer will be on for most of the day. The radio helps with cleaning sometimes around here. I am getting so excited when a week and a half comes up. I am not ready to sit on the managements desk as of yet and I am getting there. I have to remember I am paying an extra 10 dollars a month to hear the dog bark across the street. That will be the last time that I say anything to the management and I will start takeing care of somethings around here myself. All my Husband said was dont go to jail over the others stupidity. Who needs to go to jail when I can throw the camara up in the window and start filming my yard. That would be enough to get my point across to alot of folks. Pluss send copies of the rules of the park along with a cd of film and pictures of what I have to deal with around here along with other folks have to deal with. Now with my raido going I will only turn it up loud enough to where I can hear it and not the rest of the neighborhood. I do have 2 sets of speakers hooked up to the computer and I only use one set of speakers and I do not turn on the base speaker that often to matter also. Anyway at least I can say that I have the time now to do alot more than what I did have last week. Ok folks have fun and play hard.

Dang the luck

Well I wish the Hippy would have put the pictures in the monster of the park. Becuase I would show ya in how the Slum Loard work around here. Now in the rules of the park I have to maintain the driveway not repair it. Well I am not spending 6 grand to fix my drive when I pay my lot rent every month at all and the pot holes/craters in the streets around here in the park. I also found out that the management has lied once again to me and I am so fed up I am looking for my silentser for my .45 to put the poor dog down across the street. Now here I am I am following the rules of the park my dog hardly barks PERIOD and is let out to only relieve her self like many dogs on the block and what makes 34 special except a lick job for the management here in the park. Pluss I caught the boy at 34 skipping again. Gee My tax dollars are Hard at work with that Boy for only going to school for a month out of the 6 so far. Pluss there are another 3 months of school left out of the year in the Niagara-Wheatfield school district here in NY State. That is with the snow days included. But then again what do I know since I am supposadly the Stupid House Wife according to the Supposad Father at Trailer 34 Liccata here in Sabre Park in Niagara Falls NY. Here I am cooking full meals for my family and the Parents of trailer 34 Sabre park can only give both Children Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwiches for all 3 meals becuase they refuse to cook for the Children in the household. Pluss it is bad when a child goes to school with the Same Thing on for All 5 days of the School Week. What ever happanded to when the Children wore the one outfit for a day and changed everyday pluss had a Bath or shower almost every day during the week. I was not wandering why the girl did not have any friends at school at all. With the Girls Attatude and not being clean I diden't wander why at all. Now here I know my one neighbor can not cook to save her own toush but at least something is hot on the table every night of the week for her daughter, and yet the Girl from 34 begs to be fed one hot meal eather way from another parent once a week and begs the other neighbors to have a plat eof food so she can eat a hot meal also around the neighborhood there is a problem that has generated. Now I have called CPS (Child Protective Services) myself at least 5 times over an 8 month Period and nothing is done to say the least except it is one of them cases that are swept under the carpet and life goes on. I have refused afte the first 12 months that they moved in to feed this child and I got that "Oh She Hates Me" syndrome. I am sorry it is not my place to care for the child when she is not in my household. Pluss I do not get paid for the food the child eats niether on top of it all. I have a hard budget so I do not go back on the system around here like The Child's Parents have and kept on the system also. I have carefully planed out my grocery budget for the month after I pay all the bills and a few other items that are needed for the household. The ones who work hard to make thier way should be Pissed Off at the ones Who Take Advantage Of the Welfare System and keep on getting benifets that they do not desirve at all. When Lot Rent is going to be 355 a month here as of April 1st and the utilities are not included and some Parents I use the term Lightly Around here Just don't care weather the children are fed or not. I know in my place that when Children are here they are fed well and have a well ballanced meal eather way for Dinners and otherwise. I remember when my own Mother would fix just Veggies for dinner. I ate eather way without question and never complained by the end of the month. This is why I am not a huge brussle srpout person to this day. I have learned form my Childhood how to streach out the food dollars and make it work in my own household. I also had a wanderfull Teacher to show me the ropes also. I have said there is the crock pot and gee guess what It works for every kind of meal out there in the true world and is the best at cooking everything form beef to poltery to almost anything that you can cook in the household. I do have a dang Turkey dethawing in the sink and a meat momitor to check the temps out to make sure it is done. The momitor is a thermomitor. It all works out to see if the meats are done. Start the main dish and forget it untill you remember to take it's temp. I have walked on the cheap side for all 3 meals here in the household that it has kept every child happy even when it cost an arm and a leg for a dozen eggs for the joint. I will make Pancakes for dinner one night and the leftovers go into the freezer for a quick breakfast one morning. THat is what I get for haveing at least 2 5lb bags of flour in my household also. There are alot of things I do keep on hand for endless possiblities for dinner ideas in the can. One is jazz up the ideas for each meal of the day. Pizza for breakfast or meatloaf one and work with it all. You would be suprized in what goes with eggs anyway or biscuts. The husband that I am married to now loves it when I start going gung ho with leftovers and mean it all. And with all the children that I have sat for when thier parents were to Damn lazy to pick them up from the night before were greatfull to eat in my place leftovers or not. One of the girls that I sat for is like I am craveing your pasta sauce again. I asked if she wanted a straw for the quart of sauce and we all laughed about it. It has been the running joke line in the family for years and I snaged the recipie for the latest version and refused to give it up. All I can say is extra onion and garlic in the sauce and I have the family recipie. Anyway at least I have kept my wits about me in the past week around here. Also some folks know about it and when I do snap it will be for all the right reasons. The lot Rent is due once a month and I can hold that back also in protest between the streets and the stupidity and trashyness of the neighbors. Well that is what I get for reading the section 233 for the NY State laws on the Trailer Parks around here. And I am sure that they will file late with NY State also this year again if they even file the new rules that went into affect around here. Ok folks have fun and play hard.

I got enough sleep last night

Well after yesterday thretening the park the dog across the street is gone. It was so quiet lastnight that I could not even believe it. I slept pretty good for a change. So today I will try to get motivated to really clean the can today. After all said and done I did not do much yesterday when I got back home, becuase the ride just drained me. Not only that when a dog is barking constantly at every little thing you end up tired and mad. Anyway today will be a fairly cheap day around here and I am hopeing to get alot done with a short amount of time around here. When my poor Husband starts the mad mummble I know I was streached thin last week altogeather around here. Yesterday I was done and just mad. It diden't help that I had a gas pocket still that hurt on top of everything. I feel alot better today and will be doing as much as I can around here to clean up the place. With myself slacking last week I will be paying for it this week of course. I got hollared about the lines outside yesterday also. I laughed and said that it was the least of my worries and if the kids and adults get caught in them not my problem. I do not mind someone shortcuting thru my yard as long as they are quiet about it all. When I say that I am short I only stand about 5'2 and had the lines lowered becuase of it. I will be useing the lines more and more here without a problem. When I go to hanging laundery normally it is a weeks worth of stuff being washed. Depending on what it is. With the towles I can wait for a bit longer becuase I have a ton of them in a bucket (storage bin). I get at least 4 loads of dark towles up and then get them thrown in the washer. Even a friend agreed with me she doesen't mind hanging out the laundery in the warm weather. It gets us both out into the fresh air long enough to clear our minds. And think of the next thing to clean or work on eather way. What I can't wait for is to get the windows back open and get fresh air in the can. Ok folks have fun and play hard.

Wandering what to do

Ever since I had Ploricy as a freshman in High School my left lung and rib cage has bothered me since then. I need to get up to the hospital and the only thing good about the meat market up there is that they all have free face masks to wear just in case. Pluss I have to think about my zoo around my can before I even bother to go anywhere anyway which alot of folks don't realize that I do not always have a helping hand like others do. That is where my head goes to spinning every so often around here. At this point I am not breathing to good and it hurts majorly on the one side. If I stop now it will not be a good thing becuase I am the only one here as normal and knowing that I am ran down and I should have listened to my sister better on Friday morning when she kicked me good over the phone. But it explains why that I have been tired lately and last night and this morning that I thought I had gas and a bad case of it. Untill I thought about the ploricy and I had a lung colapse on me also at 14 years old. At the time my future brother in law caught it and knew the signs of it. Not that I was the sickly child in school or anything. I caught it from 2 others that couldent take more time off of school like I did and went from there.