I woke up way to early to get the Hippy off to work. So the bad morning turned out to be good so far even though I have to call the cell phone company to let them know about the new card............Grrrrrrrrr. So eather way I will call them here today or tomarrow. And I am feeling even better than this past week since I have been thrown out of the chat room and cut down past the ankles. I am just happy to be out of the muck and the back stabbers. I have also took a good hard look at what the bills needed to be cut on of course and a few other things in life. So I have found a new way to cut and slash without some millionaire to cut me down at all times. I also look at his loss with reality and who makes the world go around without a doctor and an actor in the world and a Real Estate agent without his licence in the state of Florda. That is the good ole Doc "Buddy" Howard for you. And some people have enough money to pay the feds and the state off if you realize it or not. It has been going on for years and years to come. Some of us just choose to be clean on alot of things and get screwed anyway. So I will keep to my cheap and some can go to someplace else other than here in my life. Sitting back and really thinking over the past week and being cheap I have came to realize that rich people are totally mean and obnoxious in life and they eather forget what made them rich or forgot thier true broke roots in life. Now I really do not have to pinch the pennies that hard now in life. But one gets so use to pinching saveing and everything else that it doesent matter what was learned in life before or after a child with yourself. In todays ecconomey guess what more people are broke than rich. As long as people are struggleing on what to do there are always store brands and dollar stores in almost every city in every state. Even when I went to my aunt and uncle's place in PA there is a Dollar General in the town as small as it is. My one cousin and I had a ball in the place becuase we needed stuff cheap and affordable to our taste. It was the Cool of Cool let me tell you. It still brings a smile to my face becuase the unbrella strolers of today are much shorter than when my nefew was a baby back in the day. Fresh clean air and takeing a walk also. Now the baby is in a 4t which wouldent surprize me none at all after the way she ate. And I was lucky to think ahead on it and how fast little ones grow now a days. Now going to my aunt and uncles place made me realize that I diden't need the chat room in the first place and the drama of all of it. Now the person who tried to warn me again is now gone thanks to her daughters hand for money reasons and drugs. That was the part of the depressed moad I was in last week. When someone is younger than my oldest sister and is gone now over stupidity reasons. All I can say is be an angel to someone and everyone becuase you never know of when and how and what age you will go at. I am a total saint till I get stabed in the back one to many times. Then people realize wait a minute here She will give me the shirt off her back along with her last dollar also. That is what one of the sundance nominies have had to live with in the past week or so now. I do not care in how rich or broke you are in life as long as you are good eather way and treat others right then you have nothing to worry about. Oh well have fun and play even harder.