Looking like here

Well today I get a good look here for the household since my Husband is leaving this morning for work again.  So now at this point it feels like a Monday morning here and that part can not be helped at all at this time.  Now all I can say is that I will have the time to get things done here in the household with an early start of course and to look around to see what all needs to be first on the list to get onto.  At this point I already have an idea here and do not mind it what so ever at all now.  Also it gives me a chanse to get started on a cheap week here for the household totally.  So as I sit here and plot most of the week out here totally to get things done here for the place it seems that I can still do everything on the cheap side of life here and more often.  Since alot of things hinge on me here for the household it will be wierd for me to get alot of this done at first.  Also here the huge pile of laundry will be hung up out side this week yet again since I do not want to run up that power bill at all in the place.  So I may as well get the stuff outside while I can here before the weather turns really bad here in the area.  Now here at least I know that things will work out and I will have to get alot more done from this day forward here.  Knowing here in what I have to do here for the household it will not be so bad after I get into the full swing of things again here.  Since I had took a break from everything here for the household at one point in time it since I was being torn down for what I was doing at the time I had stopped for alot of things.  Now I am getting back to it and will not be bothered by the comments anymore here since it has stopped totally.  So it makes me wander also about some people in the area here.  With that being said here while my Husband and I were out yesterday here it amazed me in what some people were buying where we all stopped at during the time out of the household.  So now here since I got out of alot of places yesterday here for fairly cheap since I am watching every piece of money coming and going here I will continue to get that much cheaper here and be done with it all.  Knowing that I have to still cook and clean here for the household that will be done on the cheap again and I do not care in what some will say about it at all when they all find out that I am back on that part of the waggon for the place.  Now at this point there are other things going down also and I am letting it be what it is since there is not much I can do for it at all. 

Shaking my head

Well at this time here I will be doing alot more cheap things for the household totally.  Since I have been dropped on the curb again with some things here I have no other choice in the matter but to go cheaper for the place.  The nice thing about all of this is that I am alone during the week here and will get more done on the cheap side than what some will figure that I do for the place.  Also since there is very little that I need for power and other things also here for the place the bills should get cheaper here without a problem at all for the winter time.  Since alot of things are still here and will get used again, I guess that in what I was doing with getting the back stock into the place will pay off also at this point in time.  What my main problem is here is where to start on things here in the household and what I can deal without all of the time here also.  So during the week while I am alone here I will be trying to go without the T.V. all of the time for the place along with some other things while I am at it all.  The bad part is that I can get alot of things over the radio here that I can get over the T.V. if not more so and it keeps the birds happy while I am at it here.  Knowing that I have to cut way back on other things also here for the household this should be totally nuts here for at least a month if not more from now on.  Alot of it goes back to me and what I have been doing apparently for the place at this time again.  I have alot of guilt here in what has been going on over the past several years and it stinks totally on my part.  Now I will start again on alot of things and be done with it all here and will be saying tough to alot of people again on what is going down.  With some of the things that will go on here from now on is that the lap top will be out more along with cutting things down that much more for the place here and really think of how I will do things with 2 choices in the matter also here.  It all goes with the guilt here also on top of it all.  Now with the government trying to say of what we can and can not eat also it makes it that much harder for some of us to get down right cheap for the places that we are at also here.  Since prices keep going up at the stores here with the hot weather and no rain and the gas going up along with other things some of us are done playing the game totally weather some like it or not at this time.  I would rather do without here in the household and go from there at this point.  I guess this is why I have the cook books in plain view at this point so I can cook on the cheaper side of things here in the household and will be doing alot more here without a problem at all since I do have food here.  Now here there are ways that I can do this and be done with it again and not have to worry about what is said to me here from neighbors that could care less in what is going down.  Last week one person tried to cut me down and I told him that it was not his place and he was more than welcome to pay the bills along with getting food for the place at that point.  It shut him up and got him to think of what is going on.  I am not as lucky to have someone that will help me out in a pinch at all and I have known this for years here.  This is why I started alot of this at the trailer at the time to try to get the bills down along with other things.  Some people did not help me out niether at the time when I started things also from what I can remember out of that part of things here.  So now things have got somewhat easier on that part for the place since some are no longer with us and other factors in the mix.  I guess that is another reason why I got called a "Rich Bitch" by some over the years since I was tight on the money then and will be getting even tighter now with it all.  At this point in time I have also realized that some things can wait for about 3 days now here to get done and that will help out on streaching things out that are left here in the place also.  With the weekend yes I will get the dishes done since I do cook alot here.  During the week I can wait for acouple of days also since there are 2 of us here at times and other times I am here alone also for the place.  Now I am thinking hot and heavy for the week days that I am alone in the place and can do here also at this time to get things streached out.  Since I have to have structure for the place totally I may as well do things my way here and be done with it also while I am at it.  Knowing in what I have to do here also helps out in alot of ways here in the household and it will get done.  Once I have thought about this over time there is nobody going behind me anymore except on the weekends wasting things on me at all anymore for the place.  I am sorry that I have let it all happen here before the past couple of months totally and there will be no more doormat syndrome at all from now on also.  Now to get things to the point of it will work for the place and go as cheap as I can from this point forward and not to have guilt that goes along with it all.  Also now the back stock will last me for awhile here in what is in the place and go from there.  Maybe that is part of the problem here in the way I do think instead of what I have done before over the years.  So now I will have to think on alot of things here during the week and go from there also here for the household.  I will look at new ways of doing here and get them down for everyone here as the time lets me.  Since I will be hanging laundry from now on also for the place more than normal for the place it will hurt some totally and hurt more in the people that are nolonger coming over to the place also.  That goes along with cutting things off totally during the week here totally and I have to stick to my guns with that part for the place.  So I will try things out and get them down here. 

Looking around again

Well it looks like I have to really think again and look around the house to get that much cheaper for the place.  When I tried to tell my Husband yesterday here that I have to pay bills instead of letting people barrow money off of us at this time here he got mad.  Now it all falls back on me here to get the place that much cheaper since I am here all of the time.  So I will be doing alot more here between everything totally to make sure that things turn out.  All I can say is thank goodness that I still have enough food and other supplies here in the household to make a huge dent in everything totally for the month coming up here.  I am guessing that I am on target with that part of things here for the household and my Husband has not even noticed as of yet that I am breaking into the back stock at this point in time.  So as I sit here and think on alot of things here I pretty much know that I will have to cut back on alot of things yet again for the household here again and see if we make it on what I use here for the house.  Since I hate to drive anyway here I will start walking more here also during the week and be done with that part of things while I am at it.  Except when a place is to far to walk to then I will have to drive of course here.  The bad part of things here is that some will not like in what I have to do here from now on for the place.  With myself not using the dryer at all along with turning things off during the day also the power bill will drop like a rock also for the place.  Since I am mad about some things that are going on here totally in what I was asked as of yesterday I have came up swinging of course on alot of things here for the household.  May as well get my anger out on the bills totally here from now on and not go out at all hardly except for the walks that I take here.  Now at this point here I will be saying no alot more here and go from there also along with trying to figure out the best way to cut down on things again here in the household.  Another thing that I was thinking of again is that next year the garden will grow like gang busters along with some of the other things that I was thinking about here also of getting done.  I have also broke out the candles for the house here in the mornings so I do not have to turn on any lights at all here at that time of the day.  Maybe it is for the best that I am thinking of ways to get that much cheaper here.  With the garden here it will help out some this year with the veggies that did grow so far.  So I will be looking for more ways this winter to get things cheaper also here without a problem and write them down for the house rules also.  Since I will be ok also untill about the middle of the week on clean laundry here maybe it is a good thing that I can still hang things outside at this time of the year.  That is one of the things that has saved on the bills here instead of using the dryer also here as some did to me last year here. 

Plain out wierd

Well yesterday I went into Walmart here to get some of the things that were needed for the household totally.  Since I needed to stock up on bird food and the place has what I want in that part of things that is fairly good on the prices for the birds may as well pick it up.  So as I was standing in the dog lane of things also another woman was shopping for her pets also yesterday for the hollidays here and plain out told me that the prices went up totally.  I told her yes it did and that some of the things over at the dollar stores were better priced at this point from last month here that I could remember.  We both started laughing about the comment that I had made and knowing that we were the tight wads out of the store at that time of the day.  Since Kmart has sales going on every so often for the dog and the cat here I end up over there instead of at Walmart most of the time for that part of things totally here for the place.  Also I have noticed that my cat does not mind the one food that I pick up for her all of the time at Aldi.  Ok so she is a cheap cat that does not care at all after she gets fed.  Anyway at this point in time the birds are set on their stuff here in the household and I can stay out of the stores for the most part here for another 2 weeks also while I am at it all.  Since I do have food in the household still here at this time it is not so bad now.  The woman that I was talking to asked in what I did to keep the household going also while I was at it all and I told her that I did try to keep away from alot of the power during the day and did things as cheap as I could for the place.  When I told the woman that I was married to a truck driver then she realized that I had to start stocking the house this month here since the next 4 months are gonna be bad here she was shocked in why I was getting things right then to set up for things that were to come.  So now here with in about a month I will have to do a major hall for food to get things stocked up again in that area of the place.  This is one of the reasons of why I have not totally freaked out on alot of things here in the household as of yet.  Also here I will say that I am waiting to find out in how many sweet potatoes that we have from the garden this year since it is the first year on that part of things also for the household.  With alot of things here I am trying to get things done that some would not even bother to do at this point in time.  The garden was one of the things that I wanted and it turned into a need also after I knew that the price of food was going to go sky high on alot of things along with the gas prices.  It amazes me that some people will pay any amount of money on things that are needed for the place that they are in at this point in time and they do not care at all if they go flapping broke over it.  Also the rate of people being on food stamps has went up all over the country here and that is how the government wants it.  With the food stamps you have to watch in what you get constantly or be thrown off totally for getting the wrong foods with them where I am at now.  That is what some have not got at this point in time that are in the elected office.  Also Baurle had did a 3 hour show on what the kids have for the school lunches and the kids hate alot of what is being served to them now.  At this point they are forced to take either a veggie or fruit with the crap that they serve.  I will admit that it was bad in the late 80's early 90's when I went to school.  Then Mouchie wants to say in what parents pack is not good enough compared to the school lunches here.  When the pizza was dripping with oils and what ever else here when I was in school it was bad enough, I can only imagine what it is today here with the lunch that they serve.

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time it does not look like I even touched the place yesterday when I know that I did clean here in alot of spots.  Sometimes it make me wander about that part once a week here since I have 3 cages to clean and vac the main floor after that here since at least 3 birds are totally messy eaters.  At this time at least some things are done for the week here and more will get done today of course.  Since alot of things have been thought about here in the place at this time it seems strange that some of the stuff that I have been doing here has got alot cheaper for the house to where other areas have not as of yet here of course.  With that being said here and knowing in what I can do for the place still from here on out some people will get mad in what will happen here from now on.  Since alot of things were turned off yesterday for the most part here in the place along with cleaning up also while I was at it, it made for a long day here totally.  With today it will be about the same except that I do not have to lift as much nor push anything here for the day.  That is the nice part about today here.  Also on top of it I will have to get the meal planner out again here so I can make a list of what to make here for the weekend.  Since I already know what is in the freezers and the cabnets here in the household it should not be to bad here come tomarrow of course.  Alot of it is pulling things out and having them thaw out before I start cooking again here.  Also I will try to keep everything caught up with the place here this weekend.  It is one of the new corners that I am trying for the household here.  It will also help out that I will be cheap about things here and put my foot down also while I am at it with lights and other things that are going on also for the weekend here.  So now at this point in time I am trying to plot out for the day also here in what I will be doing first of course and see what goes on for the rest of the day.  I guess this is what has bothered some people that know me and also knew me at one point in time here.  When I started writing things down that needed to be done it drove some people nuts that use to come over all of the time.  With the list wrote down here I will do something on the list and check it off after it is done here to make sure that things got done for the trailer and here in the household before I moved on to the next thing.  Also here it helps out with some people like my Husband to see what I had done all day or all week for the place that we were at and go from there.  So it makes me wander in what some were saying that I was really doing when I could prove in what was done in the place.  Now I do not have that problem so much anymore since the neighbors will say this is what she has done and about ready to do here for the place.  Now to get started on the housework again and go with it today here.

Shaking my head

Well for today it is another major cleaning day here for the household.  What can I say about it except it is in the middle of the week here and the trash will get out again.  Since last week was one of the odd ball weeks with alot of trash that went out this week I will take it easy on the guys totally.  So now here at least there will be less grumbling from the street.  With that being said here at least I know it is the normal trash going out to the curb this week for the most part.  Anyway today is another day to be cheap here with me being alone again.  It is not so bad once someone gets use to it all.  I guess this is why I am so repetitve here for the household.  Since I clean most of the time here during the day along with getting other things done for the week it has helped out after the last accident here totally here.  Knowing that it freaks out some people in what I do and say or people get totally mad at me for trying not to change hardly anything here for the household.  Except to get things switched over to the cheaper side here for the place once in for all again.  Even my Husband wandered why I had to write things down for either the trailer or the house here alot of the times and once he figured it out in what I was doing here he calmed down about that part of things totally.  Also my memory came back slowly here after 6 months after the surgery since the disks were not pressing against my spinal cord.  This is why I wrote alot of things down and got into a rutine here for the household.  So every little bit helped out here in what I did do for the place.  Now at this point in time for the place I am working on alot of things here to get alot of it done and go from there totally so I can get the place that much cheaper once again.  As I told the one guy where I paid my phone bill yesterday that I could not wait untill my power bill came back down to earth here he asked in how I did it all.  So I told him totally and also told him to take little chunks out to start with and give it a month to get use to the 5 things at first.  It all take some time to get use to things when you first start out.  Also since I am cutting down on things still to this day here for the place it helps out.  By using less of things it streaches things out along with money for the place. 

Thinking

Well I have been thinking way to much around here again.  When I do not mind being alone alot of the times here it makes since in why I think alot now at this time.  Alot of what I have been thinking of here for the place is how the heck I am going to do everything and get it cheaper than snot also while I am at it all here.  I have made a huge dent in things already for the place and will keep doing here without a problem at all.  A huge part of what has been going on for almost 8 months here is that I have everything but the one cleaner switched over so far here in the household to the cheaper end of things.  I figure why bother to pay top dollar when the cheap stuff works just as well if not better here totally.  The wierd part is that I am not getting cut down for getting the cheaper things for the household anymore.  Even the one that I thought would did not even bother except to say, cool it is about time ya started that part of things yet again here for the place.  So I must be doing something right here totally and it is a good thing.  Now at this point in time here I know in what I have to do here for the place and I will get it all down sometime here also while I am at it all.  Also knowing that I have to take small chunks to get alot more done on the cheap side again or I will fall flat on my face and drive myself nuts on top of it all.  Not everyone was on the waggon on what I was doing at the time also at the trailer and I had to take a huge step back at the time and say hey this is what needs to be done here and tough.  Also at the time I got stocked up on some things that were needed anyway before all heck broke loose at the time also.  Since I was running back and fourth to Punxsy at the time I got stocked up on the laundry soap and other soaps while I was at it since it was on major sale down that way and got that part stocked up.  Well my Sister in Law started screaming that I was wasting money when I was not and knew in what I was doing also at the time.  All I can say is that I was thankfull that I did get alot of things while I was there at the time and it took awhile to get thru the back stock also then.  It was less stress on where I was going to get it at the time and that cheap also while I was at it all.  At the time I was getting big bottles of laundry soap on sale with a coupon on top of it 2 for 2 dollars.  When some seen the slip that I had and how many coupons that I used at the time they freaked out anyway on me and I ignored it all.  So now at this point in time the prices have went sky high and I can not find deals like that anymore hardly for some of the laundry needs for the household at all anymore.  Do I miss some things yes and I will not deny that part of things at all here.  There are times that I want to get something at the stores and I tell myself ya do not need that as of yet here and start saving up for what I want here totally.  Also knowing that the bills come first always it helps on that end of things here while I am at it. 

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time I do not want to know squat about the truck at all.  Since my Husband figures that he can still waste money here still to this day we had to get out to Collins of course again yesterday here.  So I went with him and found acouple of things at yard sales and got them for the household.  I am still not happy about it and what can I do at this point in time for the place besides go for more walks here while I am at it all.  Pluss we landed at Aldi for afew things for the house here and under 27 dollars I have enough food to last for about 6 meals in total again along with leftovers.  Also while I was at Aldi I have figured out that I can get more for the second kitchen here without a problem when the time comes to restock that part of things here.  Since my Husband does not figure that I take mental notes at all when it comes down to that part of things let him start thinking on what is really going on here for the place.  From now on I will be going to Aldi for more groceries for the place here weather some like it or not and see where I land up after that part of things.  Of course I will land over at other places when the prices are dirt cheap and that will not change out of me at all here.  With that being said here at least I know in what I can still do for the household and make others mad while I am at it all.  I may as well get that much cheaper for the place here and be done with it all.  Alot of the times since I do not feel good at all this is why I get to the closest store and go with it all also.  Now that part will stop around here and things will be going on that nobody expects out of me at all anymore.  At this point in time here I know when to buy alot of things and when not to.  When at this point it is not good to buy turkey at all and my Husband about freaked out at the price per pound of that yesterday here I started laughing.  Also in how soon the man forgets in what I do here also for things to be that much cheaper for the place.  With that part I will not get any turkeys untill the day after the next up coming holliday here and it works out better that way when it is about a quarter per pound in the stores.  Also here I will admit that one of these days some will get a crash course in what I do for the place totally.  Some like the one Niece will never get it at all in why I did the things that I have done totally untill she is at the end of her rope and that dead broke in the household where she is at this time.  So now here I will be doing alot more from some of the stores around the area and it is about the same distance to both Save A Lot and to Aldi.  One store has better can goods the other has better things in goody isles.  It really depends on what mood I am in totally into where I go for the month here from now on.  Anyway with several places that are cheap here and myself cutting down on the bills at this point in time I should have everything beat to snot here yet again.  Since I am the one that is doing for the place here and the crash course will begin here for some here in the household very soon. 

Shaking my head

Well at least now here at this point in time I am wandering in what really is going on for the place and yes lastnight I got dropped to the curb again with a few things.  Since I have been trying to keep up with alot of what has been going on here it has not worked at all for the place.  After yesterday here I have been thinking about alot of things here in the household and what else that I can do for cutting the costs here for the place.  It will all come to me here without a problem at all within due time.  And yes I have self doubts all of the time here now after alot of what has went on in almost 2 years here in the house.  Maybe I have to put alot of it aside here and be done with it along with getting things done totally.  With that said here maybe I do have to get alot cheaper for the house and make my Husband watch in what I am trying to do here for the both of us.  Since I do try to set up a tight budget here for the place and some just love to trash that part of things on me here, this is where it makes me doubt myself totally.  So all I can do is try alot of things here yet again and go from there.  I guess this is why I started walking to alot of places again from the house here and when it is to far away then I drive.  This is what gets to some people that know me and some of the neighbors also here to where we are at.  Alot of times since I do not feel good I would rather not drive at all.  At least 3 people get this out of me here at this point in time also.  That is where I start saving on the gas for the truck that I drive here totally.  Pluss it also helps to have a push cart for when I do go out and shop close to home here.  With the winter coming up here in the area I do not mind walking to places at all if I get things that will go bad on a quick basis also.  So I will see where I land up for that part of things also for the place here.  Now there are several other things that have to be done and my mind set on it also here for the household.  Alot of the times I have noticed that some people tend to freak out on what I do here for the place when they find out that I am trying to be dirt cheap.  Also here it helps with the back stock with being dirt cheap for the household.  With alot of it I have got the place stocked up on everyday uses here and I paid a fraction of the cost for the things that are here.  When one person found out that I was switching things over last year right after my surgery she freaked out on me totally and started with the cut downs in what I was trying to do at the time.  Now since the person does not come over some things have been going smoother than what I figured it would since then.  With alot of it here I have figured out that the cheaper brands work just as well if not better for the household and what I am doing with it also.  I have also figured out that since I have been really cutting the costs between the trailer while we were there and here in the house also that alot of the times I am on track and other times I have to throw up my hands when someone trashes in what I do for either place. 

Shaking my head

Well at this point in time I am wandering in how much more that I have to do for the household here to get it that much cheaper.  Even though I have a good head start around here already and I still have the feeling that I have not done enough around the place at all so far with it coming up on the 2 year marker.  Yes granted I have had several set backs within the almost 2 years here and it makes me wander in why some would love to set me back still.  I also gave up with some of it since I was going nowhere fast also with some of the things that I was getting done here.  Now at this point since hardly anything is going that needs power at this time and I feel better about it all after all that has happened.  Also since I can manage to get the power bill down to almost nothing again here for the Winter months.  That is the nice thing since the dryer will not be going at all here this Winter like it did last year.  I should have put my foot down on alot of things here in the household and did not do it since I did give up on trying to get the place that much cheaper at the time.  Even my Dear Husband noticed a huge difference in how alot of the bills are at this time and that they are cheaper also.  Also what I have done for the household was to get the back stock back up and going here so I did not have to worry about going out to get alot of things that we would run out of on the quick side here.  It also means that I am not getting cut down for what I have got for the household with the cleaners, soaps, and food since some are not coming over anymore.  It is nice to have enough here in the place to not have to worry at all about some things also while I am at it all.  The wierd thing is that since everything has pretty much went down here in the place in the past 7 months and I like it like that.  So it makes me wander in what some were doing in the first place here knowing that I was trying to get everything down to pay the person off in what my Husband barrowed also at the time.  The one person has been paid off and then lied about that part of things also on what had happened.  So now doing without here seems like a need now yet again for the household and that is how it will go for awhile also for the next several months.  Also what my Husband does not know will not hurt him in what I do all week to keep the bills low also here for the household.  I have done without alot of things here way before we got the place and while I was at the trailer.  Knowing that some people freaked out in what I was doing during the day with only the radio going and nothing else it made it well worth going without that part of things here for the place.  Also several people freaked out when I was cooking at the time also here since I was and began again cooking on the cheaper side of things.  It all makes me wander now here in what some will do to make themselves look good and keep up with other people also at this time.  With that being said here at least I can get alot of things down again here and not have to worry about keeping up with anyone at all.  Like I really bothered in the first place anyway here from the get go.  So now at this point in time I will get some things done and out of the way this morning here so I can do other things this afternoon also here for myself.