So many folks down with the flu

I noticed alot of people are down with the flu this year.  Start listining to mom and wash your hands when you walk in the door and a few other spots also.  That is how you cut down on the colds and flu bugs that are out there.  I noticed with myself that when I wash my hands more I don't get sick as often also.  And several are going thru cancer also now.  This has got to stop at this point.  I know there is a cure for cancer out there the Specialest's have got to get up off thier asses and put the drugs out there.  Well 3 deaths from cancer is a little much for one family to go thru in a years time.  I can not complain to much with 9 deaths in one year when the Hippies sister passed on.  The last time I was in the St. Louis area is about when it all stoped.  Yes there are alot of hard feelings that are left over in what went on and all I can say is I hope I am a better grandparent after the way I was treated by some of the family members that I have.  Once I got old enough I started to voice my opinions and the poor woman who raised me knew She diden't raise no fool with me.  Alot of my Cousins I just love dearly and nobody can take that away.  I am built like all sides of the families that I have.  I think I got all the left overs(laughing).  And alot of good teachers on how to be totally cheap and frugal all at the same time.  With 2 of the families that are in huge numbers of course and lots of cousins.  Well at least I love my red heads of course.  My hair has got darker with age and maybe it is the genetics that I have and that is ok.  So I will not complain at all.  Anyway I can now sit back all week and be alone now and go without the T.V. and a few other things during the week.  Sometimes it is nice to have alot of time alone here.  I can get more done alone thru the week than most can even bother in a month's time.  Well Olliver is hollering again when the T.V. goes to the parental controle mode.  Note to self beat the child who did this to the T.V.  I won't go that far except slam the door in her face at this point unless Liberty-Ann really adjatates me.  Liberty-Ann does have a last name which it is not Mercer at this point since all of the family has droped her on the curb in how she treated my Sister- in-Law.  To beat a woman who is dieing of Cancer is sick.  That is what this child did to the woman who raised her as her own.  Now I never ever hate anyone at all.  I do not even Hate my ex husband.  Liberty-Ann got the Hatered from me.  Becuase more than 3 folks told me about the girl beating a sick dieing woman.  That is what alot of people diden't know that I was going thru in the past 4 years almost.  That is why I am againsted "Doc's" bad attatude against me for sticking up for myself and getting my backbone back.  He was acting worse than a spoiled rotten teenager of todays world.  Alot of men I do know I just do not trust at all still at this point of time.  I still don't trust the Hippy and I have known him for over 16 years at this point.  First of all I do not put up with much from a man at all and refuse to.  If a man doesen't like it oh well you have to totally earn my trust.  I can still smell a woman beater from miles away and I have been away from the ex for almost 20 years at this point.  ANd once I moved to NY State I trus nobody at all hardly.  A very good friend will tell you I still do not trust her Husband all the way after 6 years.  He hasen't done squat to me at all and I trust him with children all togeather.  It is how I am.  And will be.  I know that my Hippy means well at all times.  He asked earlier if I wanted food when he ate and I said no I will eat later on.  I am still not really hungery at all but will eat here shortly.  One of the perks of being alone is that I eat when I want to eat.  Some folks complain about it but I can say I keep my own scedual up eather way.  After this long why bother to change now.  Ok folks have fun and play even harder.