Hope as normal

Well I have to have hope here yet again and this go around is less scarry on my part.  The worst part was done a year and a half ago with the disks laying on my spine and fixed here.  Now to fuse the rest of my neck here and see what happends after that.  Also something hit me totally yesterday here in what was said to me years ago while I was down in PA at that point.  Maybe some were right in others being crashed out on my sofa for the rest of her life and it was not my sofa after that.  After being madder than a wet cat about the whole thing at the time in the trailer along with other things that were going on also at the time it makes me wander in what some did do with the girl totally after some of us walked away.  The one post was not ment to be nasty at all at that point in time when I said that I did replace the girl with appliances at the time.  It was the truth around the trailer and still is to this day on that part of things here for the household.  When I knew that by that point in time there was one more mess that I had to mop up from some and was happy that it was almost over with it all.  Pluss there were times where I could have just reeked havick at the time also on some and did not do it at all.  Since some got me to really jump in with both feet to get that much cheaper at the time at the trailer, that is why I had a very hard time with that part of things.  When I took alot of it away and started adding one thing at a time after that again per month and week it turned out better than expected.  So after that part that is how I got alot of things while I was pinching pennys that much harder at the trailer.  Now at this point in time it has became the habbit here to cut the costs along with other things for the household and it was all from what I thought would be a huge push from thinking that myself and my Husband were getting a spoiled brat at the time.  At least now that part did not happen at all at the trailer and it was totally for the best also.  Since all of the bills have came down over the years along with not having to deal with the crud that would have went down over the years.